The Terror of Teaching

I hate speaking in front of people–in fact, I can hardly introduce myself in front of a small room of fellow teachers. I get so nervous that my hands start to shake, my speech impediment from 3rd grade returns and I even default back to saying that my name is “Julie Rocke,” even though I’ve been “Julie D’Amico” for ten years. I’m not sure how I ended up in the profession of teaching, considering the confession I just shared. I always get super anxious before the first days of school, but once I’ve met my new students and begun a lesson, I find my groove and it’s all good.

This year is no exception. I haven’t slept well in a few weeks–I wake up in a cold sweat, anticipating a new school year, a variety of preps and being the only “new teacher” in a department of 30+ English teachers. I’ve already begun the crazy dreams of forgetting to get dressed for school, showing up an hour late, or failing to plan anything for the lesson. Just when I thought my anxiety was going to turn me into a completely insane person, Nicholas reminded me of the amazing video that my last class of students made for me. At the risk of being super corny or conceited, I wanted to share it–as it has reminded me that I’m good at what I do. I know how to work with kids, and even though I might lose sleep over beginning over again, there is a whole class of students who thought I did a pretty okay job in their lives, and that gives me the courage to do it again this year.

8 thoughts on “The Terror of Teaching

  1. The Norcross kids are going to love you just like these kids do! πŸ™‚

  2. You are a rockstar teacher!! They will LOVE you!

  3. What an awesome testament to the fantastic teacher you are. You can clearly tell you did more than read and write with those kids! Keep up the good work!!

  4. Beautiful video. You make an impact and difference every day. Our youth need you. Thanks for being there!

  5. I know you are a wonderful teacher…testimony by how many books you order and pay for thru Amazon so each child has his/her own company.

    You have taught all of us so much, Julie Rocke D’Amico. xoxoxo

  6. You’re one of my favorites too! Some day I will sit and sip with you again.

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